when you left , i cried for days - months . felt like years . felt like i wasted so much time , i couldnt understand what i couldve possibly done to make you do that to me. i couldnt grasp my mind around it . it didnt even hit me until the latter of the months . i almost went to drastic measures because my love for you was THAT deep . it still is clearly , and im almost afraid to grasp my mind around it again . i act like i dont care that much , but i really do . and i put them damn feelings on a back pedal for a reason and theyre slowly crawling up . i mean what can i do ? i dont know how to stop it . im frazzled by the thoughts of you -- your constantly in my brain . i dont want to text you for the simple fact of sanity . i dont want my sanity to be comprimised once more . i am so willing to risk everything again - ms shore told me that you always love the one who gave you the most knowledge . and that i do admit . you defintiely gave me all the knowledge i ever needed .
and thats why i will always love you .
i dont know what we gone get into yet , but i just hope it's as poppin as before.
i love you forever & always <3
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