wowszers.

ha.
things change in like eight hours.


anyways.
im feeling myself but im really feeling you.
and you.

ahhhhh.


grrrr.

why can't it just be simple.
love love love ME.

selfish.

second place. or maybe even third. or maybe even nothing...

i cant do it.

even if we're not together i need to be numero UNO.

always.

and it hurts alot

to know that thats how its gonna be for a long time.

you fucking with bitch and hoee.
[ you know who im talkinq about ]

but whatever.

who gives a fuck ?

right...

im not going to sit here and like wait for you

or him.

i've been waiting on everybody for likee ever.

its time for somebody to wait on me.

i dont want to have to get hurt by the same two people over and over.

i need to find somebody new.

someone doesnt know shit about me
so they cant say the things that they know gonna
make me blushhh
think i wanna hear...

even if its true.
wich i believeee is the case ;

love dont hurt.

- xoxo

JUICY.b

sweet things.

yeah we WERE one.
and in a way we still are.
i mean we bestfriends now.

just because you love someone doesnt mean you got to be together.
ya know ?

ima support you even if the bitch is crazy.

hey thats what they said about me remember ?

probally more.

mhm but anyways.

---

things is going EXCELLENT with the kid.

ha i dont wanna jinx shit.
so i aint gon say TOO much.

hopefully nothing / no one will attempt and succeed again.
the stamina and willingness i gave to the LAST is what i'll give to you.
and vice versa.

i love you isaiah
<3

and only you.